pisces.

Trust Leads To Closeness
Pisces Daily Horoscope

You may feel like opening yourself up to others which could bring you to a greater level of intimacy both with yourself and with another person today. While it may seem difficult at first, if you can learn to trust yourself and your feelings, you may in turn find that it is easier to trust other people. Maybe this would be a good time to work first on creating a warm, loving and accepting attitude for yourself. If you can, you might visualize another version of yourself standing across from you. As you see this person in your mind’s eye, think about what you love and cherish about them. Imagine yourself accepting everything about this person into your life with a warm heart. Once you are able to do so, you can repeat this exercise with those who are closest to you today. This may help you to truly open your heart and embrace others more deeply and completely.

Being able to trust and love others is an extension of our ability to accept ourselves unconditionally. For some of us it can seem easier to reach out to other people and offer ourselves fully to them, but unless we have the same relationship with ourselves, our love is not really as pure and total as it could be. Learning to love ourselves, however, is an important first step toward cultivating intimacy in our relationships. By developing love and trust in yourself, you will have no difficulty in fostering warmth, understanding and confidence in your dearest relationships today.

science of sleep.

straight chillen with a pillow fort friend.



nighty nights.

happy birthday!

happy birthday sister!

so, today is my sister's birthday...it is crazy how time flies. the fam had a great dinner at zen bistro in millbrae. its a new spot that just opened up a few weeks ago. i must say that the food is on point. a bit pricey but the quality is really good. i feel like a heffer right now.

im gonna go to the gym in a bit and burn some calories off. i think i ate too much.

as for my day, it went really well. i had a productive morning... i finished up some thoughts on my paper. went to all three classes and my tutoring appointment. got some gas. did a couple of errands and headed home. i was sooo tired. i knocked out for a good hour. headed to dinner with the fam and now im back home chillen trying to digest. im glad that i got my appetite back, but at the same time i need to watch what i eat cause i feel like im getting chubby again.

i have one more day of lectured classes. then, next week i have three finals and two papers due. the workload is not so bad...all manageable. im not stressing about it too much cause i will know what the questions will be on two of my exams. my one exam is a bit vague, but hopefully the professor will elaborate on it on wednesday.

im super excited for thursday! the bff is coming to the bay! yeeee! haha. then we are off to the art show: trust your hustle mural tour with some folks. friday: maybe poleng or gossip lounge? saturday: tahoe perhaps? sunday: dim sum or a nice brunch in the city..and then bff goes home =(.

i really like this artist: kozyndan. he work may look a bit crazy, but his art is so detailed. it makes me appreciate it even more so.
he also incorporates cute bunnies in some japanese nature schemes.

coincidence.

"When you live your life with an appreciation of coincidences and their meanings, you connect with the underlying field of infinite possibilities. Whatever relationships you have in your life at this moment, are precisely the ones you need in your life at this moment. There is a hidden meaning behind all events, and this hidden meaning is serving your own evolution."

-r. bach


foreal foreal!

change.

ive been having a great week. a really really good one. sometimes i get scared though. how things have been doing so well in my life...but like most things in my life..my situation is a good one...a happy one. and i find that i deserve the best. why not? some people always second guess themselves and when they find something good they freak out and bail. but for me im just embracing everything that is happening to me...im just going with the waves...and so far the swells have been great. choppy at times..but a good choppy swell where im always learning and always connecting on so many different levels. i really enjoy good company...and positive folks.

im just encountering a problem with myself..and it sucks. but at the same time is an awakening into adulthood (again). i say again because i used to live in new york and that was sooo much fun. just to taste independence for a couple of years. ill admit that i got some financial help from my mom...but everything else i was making what i wanted to happen..happen. it was crazy how i accomplished all that in just two years. i grew from an unstable growing woman into a little bit more stable growing ever changing woman. and it feels incredible. i still have many experiences to gain and learn from. and im not gonna take any of those experiences for granted...whether they be negative or positive ones..i just know that i need to make the most out of my life. enjoy it. live it.

bottom line, i need to MOVE OUT! haha. its not that i do not love my family or anything. i just need room for me to grow in that spectrum. im just feeling a little suffocated at times. i love my mom and sister..i know that they look out for me a lot. and i totally appreciate that. but at the same time, i just want to do my own thing and not have to worry about them worrying. im still growing and i have a lot to learn. but i really need to move out. get my sh-t together. be fully independent once again. its been a little bit over a year living at home..its been great. i love it..but i need space.

time to breathe. analyze and organize thoughts. ill blog more later. ciao.

moded

hi hi! so i was sooo moded the other day. i was hella hypin' up the trust your hustle mural tour..and thought that it was last night. turns out that its not until next week! hahahahaha. im stupid. i felt even more dumb cause i invited folks to go...and they were getting ready for it too. hahaha. its worth the wait tho. i know the show will be a good one.

other than that, last night was hella funny. i went with some folks to go to holy cow. turned out to be hella packed so we ended up leaving the spot. i saw my ex and his friend in line. hahaha.. it was kinda awkward but not. so, as we left the spot we got hella hungry and stopped by seniores for a pizza. then headed out to one of the folk's house. it was hella chill and funny. i got clowned on cause i play mario kart across the world. lol. its actually really fun...if you ever tried. the folks that are on that are hella good though. i always lose. =(

my plans for the day are to have lunch with the cuzzo. study and do a paper/s. work out and possibly head out to a house party tonight. i havent been to a house party for a minute. i remember on my eighteenth birthday i got soooo wasted at a folk's house in sd. hella funny. it makes me hella think about how fun my friends are... i miss them lots!

omg, one more week til i see my bff! totally excited. i dont know even know what will be doing but im just stoked that shes coming up. it will be a good closer for my summer of 2008.

yum yum yummy!

ive been having a great day... lets see. i woke up to something amazing. then, i had breakfast at chloe's - french toast croissant with strawberries. yum yum yummy! had an eye doctors appointment, fell asleep while my eyes were being dilated. worked my ass off at the gym. did some errands with the sister...and now im just chillen and waiting for my brother to arrive. =)



im looking forward to tonight. imma be heading out to the trust your hustle mural tour. it will be a really good art show. i must say...they always know how to throw it down. if you can you should come through...the exhibit will be up for about a week i believe. hollerrrr.


Galería de la Raza August 28th San Francisco CA @ 730pm