missing.

sometimes i feel as though im missing out on something...

but, i just dont know what it is.

hello

its been awhile. some things that happened in the past few months:

i "graduated" from csu east bay.
i zip lined.
i rappelled in a beautiful cave.
lost and gained weight. (haha)
watched a few movies.
a friend passed away =( (rip zah)

and i know i did more stuff..but i just cant think of it right now.

lately, i have been out of touch with blogging and my art side. i dont know exactly why. but, i know i occasionally point the blame to being "too busy." i think its a lame excuse for me, and i am trying to work on it. im really looking forward to the next couple of months. time is ticking for me to travel somewhere. i need to escape. i just need a new adventure. it may sound cliche, but im really trying to "live my life to the fullest."

ive been concentrating on what i dont have and i know i need to concentrate on what i do have. i need to be more appreciative of how fortunate i am. im not saying that i live my life not appreciating how good i have it, but i know i could work on how i can appreciate my life better. dont know exactly how to do it...but i am working on it. this may not make any sense at all. but for some reason it makes sense to me.


by the way, i hope my dreams come true.

march 2009.

im addicted to korean movies.

i just want you.

happy holidays.

my heart burns.

actually i just have heart burn. im up. i took a nap at 830pm or something. i should have slept all the way through the night, but i didnt. so now im up. i decided that i should blog a lil somethin somethin real quick.



i <3 kaws.

im a pisces.

Open Adventure
Pisces Daily Horoscope

You could feel restless today and desire more space or freedom. Perhaps you dream about adventure or travel and yearn for new or exciting experiences. If you can’t physically get away from your normal routine, you might consider expanding your mind by exploring new intellectual horizons. You could explore options for learning in your local community or seek out new activities that will allow you to grow. You might think about dance classes, art classes, or lectures on topics that interest you. More important, if you can approach every experience today as a potential adventure, even your existing circumstances will seem new and exciting.

A positive attitude and an open mind can make every experience meaningful. When we become dissatisfied or bored with our existing circumstances, we often feel the need to do something drastic. In reality, however, the only thing we really need to do is shift the way we see our world. Just choosing to see our surroundings with new eyes allows us to enjoy our experiences with more depth and meaning. We realize that it’s impossible to be bored when there is so much to see and explore around us. At the same time, we can also choose to seek out new, exciting experiences because our minds are open. You can meet your need for adventure today by simply choosing to explore your world with an open mind and heart.

its been forever.

ok, maybe not. i havent blogged in awhile. ive been super consumed with life. so, many things has happened since i last blogged. obama is now america's presidente! woo hoo! im hoping that positive changes will come the people's way.

im soooo grateful to have a wonderful partner. he's awesome. today he surprised me with this:

thanks soooo much! he knew i hella wanted it. but my broke ass has to save for bills and christmas presents. so, i have been good in not buying toys for myself lately. other than my supa dupaaa partner...i have tons of things going on for me right now: school, fam, art and HEALTH.

its time for bed. imma try and blog more this week...

nighty nights.